I have been with partner for 7 years meeting him 6 months after my husbands death, I have 3 older children and a Beautiful 4 year old with my current partner, I am now worried I may not feel the feelings as him or as strong, this has only been recent I think, he is nice, kind and very loving telling me how he adores me but I cringe when he does or even gives me a cuddle, we fought to be together for the last 7 years and now the dust has settled I'm worried how I feel, I constantly feel annoyed at his lack of doing anything other then work, he classes our home as MY HOUSE as I paid off the mortgage following my husbands passing, he won't help maintain or repair things and I feel I'm constantly angry with him, I'm only 42 and don't want to live a lie, I want to feel different?