Not really sure where to put this. Just received a call to say I'm at the top of the list for donor eggs, a list I've been on for many years. I have had many many miscarriages and failed IVF cycles.
I am however cuddling DD who is my little miracle. She came from nowhere after all options had been exhausted.
I had counselling after she was born as I almost went into shock. I've been doing really well but that call has knocked my sideways. I'm so lucky and so grateful but can't stop crying.
No point to this really but am holding her tight and still cannot believe she's here.
Hospital must have forgot to remove me or something. I hope someone else got that call today after me, a little sooner than might have been otherwise.