Recently I've been really low. I don't now why but other then I'm sad my babies are growing up. I thought putting albums together of my family would help only its made me more sad. Looking back at the photos remind me of when they relied on me for everything and how I miss those little cuddles and long walks with them in there prams. Soon my sister is due to have her second baby. She always makes sure people take photos of her with her daughter will have hundreds done till she gets the perfect shot. My photos are little and far and Between with me and my babies. I never thought about asking for photo I just enjoyed the moments with them. My sister showed me her album she made for her daughter every picture is staged and she looks lovely. Mine are mostly quick photos with no makeup on. All I can think about is I wish I was in more photos that I looked good in. I only have about 1 photo a month with my kids. I soo wished I made more of an effort. Now I can't stop worrying over it. On the positive side I was there to watch them grow and see there first walk and start school.