Hi everyone I'm a new mum of a baby boy who is 13 months. I am feeling so exhausted and tired. My whole life revolve around the baby and it is as if I have no life of my own. I also struggle with depression which makes it even harder for me to look after my young baby properly. I worry a lot about my future and how I will cope with a new baby. Financially I am struggling to make ends meet. I can't go back to work because of health problems.I live with critical family members who don't support me and care only for the wellbeing of the baby. Sometimes I feel resentful towards my son and I wish sometimes he wasn't born.