Hello, I'm 35 years already a Mummy to 3 kids (teens) We had a unplanned but was absolutely loved and wanted pregnancy, but unfortunately had a miscarriage at 6-7 weeks, this happened exactly 4 weeks ago.
We was devastated is an understatement! We decided to try for our Rainbow baby, I had alot of white CM this last week, boobs abit tender the last few days, I was suspicious but thought my mind is crazy and overthinking into the early signs but 2 days ago I had tested positive, I'm pregnant already! Which we are over the moon about but I'm also full of anxiety.
Everytime I feel some CM I rush inthe bathroom to check I'm not bleeding. Feel like I'm going absolutely crazy, is this normal?? I should be looking forward to my first scan but I'm full of dread?? All the excitement has turned into fear 😢 I don't want to discuss this with my partner as I can see his excitement & joy I don't want to change that. I have my first doctor appointment on Tuesday