I feel so stupid .
I have OCD and struggling very very much with a flare up at the moment (ie not really functioning beyond the very basics , not sleeping or eating or dressing most days) .
I take cocodamol very regularly for chronic pelvic pain and I am often frightened I’m going to overdose and develop liver failure .
In the Several years I’ve been taking it I’ve two or three times taken a dose 2 hours early or so . GP suggested writing every dose down and counting tablets so all is correct .
Seemed a good idea in theory . Usually I do that. Sometimes if half asleep I forget .
I’ve got myself in a panic because the app on my phone with writing and number of tablets I’ve taken don’t match , by two tablets .
I remember I gave two to my mum the other night as she was sore with back pain , but she gave them back said he didn’t need them (Saturday night) . I haven’t seen them since then and can’t find them - which would suggest to me that I took them , last night .
Except if that’s the case I’ve had 12 500mg tablets between 2340 last night and now . 2 at 2340 , two at 3.40 (I think), two early morning (between 7.30 and 8am as I remember waking up) and two later on at 2pm . Another two at 9pm.
The 3.40 dose I am very doubtful I took but I can’t find the two tablets I offered to my mum . I’ve literally turned my room upside down searching to no avail . I remember putting them in my dressing gown pocket and then not seeing them since , at all .
If I have taken 2 extra , am I likely to end up very ill with liver failure ?
Prior to last night I hadn’t taken any since Thurs morning (surgery gave me dihydorcodeine instead for 3 nights for breakthrough pain).
I’m in an absolute panic and considering emptying the bins to see if they’re in there to settle my mind - although I’d just find something new I know .