I have been a neonatal nurse for the past 2.5 years. Last night I spent many, many hours looking after a very sick baby. I worked alongside my friend/colleague with whom I spent all of last year gaining an additional qualification to enable us to look after neonates requiring intensive care nursing. The course was intense and we both worked very hard. Last night we were able to put all that knowledge into practice.
I have just phoned work after getting up to check and am so happy to say that the baby is doing really well. My colleague and I made all the right calls. We kept a cool head throughout and worked so well as a team and it has all paid off. It was a situation where I have previously seen my senior colleagues struggle with the pressure. But we got in with it and I am so incredibly proud of both of us.
I know the baby still has a way to go. I am sorry if this sounds like I am making this all about me/us, that is absolutely not my intention! My heart goes out to the poor family, as it always does.
But it’s nice to be able to think - I am a good nurse and I did a good job there 
Thanks for letting me get this out - I don’t really say much IRL because it sounds so big headed!