So here's a self indulgent rant about life - feel free to ignore or to chip in with something that might make me feel a bit better.
- I'm fat - disgusted with myself fat, I have diet under the sun they either work for a short time or don't. I've tried upping my fitness level, started C25K but cannot get past week 3, I have repeated and failed week 4 run 1 more times than I care to admit. I am worried I will slip into destructive, disorder eating patterns I had in my teens.
- We've just worked out that we are likely to never be adequately housed, were never going to be able to buy anywhere and our HA is far too small. No chance of moving at all.
- I got turned away for a job I would have been fucking perfect for and loved on a technicality. I have another interview tomorrow for a different job but I'm so fucking fat I have nothing to wear, all my 'big' clothes have perished over the years.
- We had a shitty school TAFF meeting yesterday, DS is ind desperate need of an EHCP and no one is willing to do their job to get it done. He's falling further and further behind.
I'm currently walking, trying to clear my head before work but I'm crying because life seem utter bollocks at the moment.
That's it. Rant over.