Hi everyone,
I’ve had quite history with miscarriages. I am grateful that I conceived and now have a child however had a traumatising pregnancy where I had to stay in bed to ensure I didn’t miscarry for the fourth time and took every precaution in the book, took suppositories and aspirin as soon as I found out I was pregnant and baby was born a bit destressed due to some complications in my womb. Thankfully he is the love of my life.
I found out a week ago that I am pregnant, due to irregular cycle, I only found out now that I’m 9 weeks pregnant. However, something inside me tells me that it’s a non viable pregnancy.
I can’t share this with anyone as I sound like a pessimist. But I’m heading to the reassurance scan today and will find out.
I’m absolutely terrified because I didn’t do anything to make sure the pregnancy is protected. I was crazy. Did lots of exercising. Ate lots of junk. Never took any vitamins. I just didn’t know if I was pregnant because my cycles are irregular and the pregnancy test I took initially gave me negative.
Part of me hopes this pregnancy is viable but I dare not put my hopes up.
Just thought I’d make a thread and make sure I have support whatever it turns out to be.