Anybody up? I'm depressed. :(

[MissLanesAmericanCousin]

Hi MN.

My depression is hitting me hard tonight. Feel like shutting down. Thankfully, DH is here. But, I'm just so sad today. I was doing so well too....

I’m here! I feel like this at times too. Just try and focus on the fact that you have the support of your DH. You’re not alone, you have us too. Sending and your way x

I’m sorry
Also struggling tonight... more anxiety than depression.
Can you talk to someone in the morning?
Sending positive thoughts & warmth.

Thank you MissTyne and PrimeExample. I really appreciate your kind words and support. Thank you for the flowers and cake.

I'm sorry to hear your struggling too, Prime. I hope it gets better for you soon.

DH is going to work tomorrow, but I have my best friend and our daily walk, so I can talk to her.

I just have to get through tonight.

I just feel so empty.

I want to blot everything out. Numb everything. I just want to not feel anything. I wish I drank.

Hope you have managed to fall asleep.
I am not so happy myself but try to put a good front on things

Sometimes you just need to talk it out to strangers, what is on your mind?

OP has not come back so far

Sorry all. Was listening to sad music and talking to DH. I love him so much and I know he loves me but sometimes I wish I could disappear. Sometimes I really don't like being me. I didn't mean to frighten you, I'm sorry. I just needed to close the laptop for a bit a be held for awhile.

I didn't mean to scare you. You all have been so kind to me. Thank you.

Justagirlwholovesaboy I wish I could talk about it, but it's still to painful to talk about it. I'm still very traumatized by it and something I saw today gave me a flashback to that time.

I am without a therapist until March. I just need to hang on until then. I just wish I could turn my brain off.

I'm here for a while.

DiaryofWimpyMumm, thank you so much for letting me know that you're here for me. However, I think I'm going to try and get some sleep.

DH has decided to take tomorrow off, to spend the day with me. That's going to be a huge help.

I'll also be back on MN tomorrow when I get up. (U.S time)

I hope I see you and everyone here on this thread tomorrow too.

Thank you all for your help.

I am truly grateful.

Feeling much better this am. Getting ready for my morning walk soon with my best friend. DH has some activities planned for today. Maybe, we'll hit the antique shops and have lunch. Thanks again for everyones's help! xx