Is anyone awake? I stood up for myself tonight, but I'm shaking

[MissLanesAmericanCousin]

That's just it. Nothing to do with DH, family or friends, just online stuff. But, I did stand up for myself and now I'm riding the wave of three (prescribed) Ativan, but I'm still shaking. I absolutely hate confrontations. But, what I hate the most is injustice. Any kind. Bullying, unjust laws etc. Any kind. I despise it. But I can't just sit on my hands and do nothing so here I am. Shaking in the middle of the night. Sometimes I feel like such a fool.

Think about it rationally, were you in the right and did you do it appropriately? If yes to both then well done you!
I would be the same, I hate confrontation.

Yes! I was right. And, I was calm and eloquent. I just hate it still. DH is proud of me, but my heart is racing a million miles an hour and I seriously feel like I'm going to puke. I'm still shaking. I can't wait till the meds kick in.

It sounds like you did what you had to do. Well done.

Oh my, where are my manners! Thank you , Sam!

Thank you, Salem!

Feeling a bit better, Now, I just need to get some sleep. I have my early morning walk with my best friend tomorrow and I can't let either of us down.

I'm just still reeling. sigh

Oh bless you, I know how you feel exactly!
Sometimes it helps me to lay it out in unemotional terms. If you don't feel like sharing on here, then try writing it down. It sort of 'purges' it from my mind iyswim.

Thank you, AlpacaPicnic, I might take you up on that wise piece of advice. Right now my brain is mush though. And, I'm just waiting for it to finally shut off. sigh