So in a short paragraph. I separated from my ex after 11 years, we have split up in the past in which I met someone else then we reconciled, but now it just doesn’t work and we decided to call time on the relationship.
We’ve been split now for a month and I recently started talking to he guy I used to see but decided to not continue talking.. so my ex has been txting his ex gf which really upset me and he has also been txtin other girls since before we even split.. so naturally I’ve been feeling very insecure and lonely!
Last night I hooked up with a guy I have known since I was younger and after a few drinks we slept together! Now today I’m absolutely consumed with guilt and worry! Where we live everyone knows everyone and I’m so so worried about this getting back to my ex although the guy swore to secrecy.. then in the next breath I feel like an absolute slapper for sleeping with someone else :( I’m embarrassed but also worried cause if my ex was to find out he would go ballistic!!!! Am I being overly harsh on myself?