I'm normally a together person who just "gets on with things" but not today...
This is unlikely to make much sense but here goes. I can't drop crying and feel completely alone and disappointed with my life.
Yes, had an argument with DH today but not over anything major. I think it's more to do with simmering resentment and anger. I do snap at him constantly but I think that's partly because I've come to the realisation that we are not well suited and this is not what I'd hoped for from a marriage.
I hate arguing in front of DCs - especially DD9 as she gets really upset - but we have done that on and off all day.
We fundamentally disagree about so many things - how to discipline the kids, how to renovate our home, how much time to spend with our respective parents (illness both sides) these are just a few examples.
To be fair to DH, he really can't do anything right for me. But I think that's because I resent him in some way for not being more supportive, helpful, loving, just different I suppose.
He is not a talker, doesn't really do emotion and likes to "solve" problems. I need to talk, mull over things and to be supported. And I worry about us being awful role models for DCs.
What a mess. Don't know what I expect anyone to say. I guess I'm just posting because I feel so crap and don't want to share with anyone IRL
Sorry for blabbering on.