Just had a quick look again at previous thread it's mainly withdrawal that's the issue which worries me as my memory isn't great and being late taking can be a problem. I set reminders on phone but if I'm not near phone when reminder goes I forget.
I'm also on mirtazipine 30mg which I can't decide if I like or not.
Other antidepressants I've taken in the past have also had a good effect on the OCD, reasons I'm not on them now are they stopped working, I became allergic/had serious reaction or major side effects issues.
I'm seeing cpn next week and want to go over all this with her but then I've been saying for months I think I need to try something else.
But I also know the mirtazipine is murder to come off and I have a sneaking suspicion they want me on the pregabalin to be able to ease me off the mirtazipine.
The mirtazipine has helped A BIT with the depression, sleep and appetite but anxiety still sky high.
Absolutely can not continue as I am barely leaving my bed, but only getting 4-5 hours sleep in a 24 hr period but about once a fortnight no sleep at all for 36+ hours, only eating one meal a day and not always a meal sometimes just a bowl of cereal or crackers and cheese.
And yes I know the lack of sleep and poor nutrition will also be impacting the mental health but it's a vicious cycle.
Anxious can't eat can't sleep more anxious less sleep less appetite...
I'm sure those of you with anxiety understand