So following on from my last post, I kicked him out. Still not sure where he was, never got any real answers. I think if there was another woman threes isn't now and he wants to come home but it's too late now.
He's been popping in and seeing the kids for the odd hour or taking them out but today's the first time he's picked them up to stay out overnight with him.
I was looking forward to some time on my own and had lots of plans but I've had a little cry and I don't want to do anything now. I hate that this is how it's going to be from now on. Feel sad to have to spend time away from them.
Any advice? How long will I feel sad every time they go?