I’m so overwhelmingly sad

[newestbridearound]

And I just can’t see how it’s ever going to change. If anything I feel like it’s only going to get worse. And then I feel pathetic for feeling like it, which makes me more sad!
Anyone else? I feel like I’m existing in a bubble separate from all the Christmas joy right now.

Yes, I know how you feel. Do you want to share what is going on with you to make you feel like this?

Sorry you feel it too

Health is just being horrific. It means my quality of life is now virtually 0 and I am so done with it all. I’m so sick of being so bloody isolated and sick. And the more upset I get the worse I feel, so I get caught in an awful cycle.

I’m so tired of it all

I'm so sorry. Hard as it is, it sounds like you need to go the extra mile to look after yourself. I have just thought sod it and am currently sitting in the hottest bath I can tolerate. I intend to be here all evening! Well, it makes me feel a bit pampered.

I’m so sorry you are feeling like that.
I have felt like that too. I remember feeling so hopeless but actually life did get better.

The sense of disconnection is a bit worrying - is there anyone around you that you feel comfortable with?

There’s lots of people here yes I’m just so removed from it all. I can’t do anything to cheer myself up except the odd moment online so I’m here moaning to distract myself! I can’t do anything really. Have to be spoon fed, toileted, rolled over. It feels like the worst thing in the world even though I know some people have it worse. I might try and get my clothes changed tomorrow so I at least feel a bit cleaner.
Wish the sadness would just magically lift!