I'm 34 married have one wonderful 3 year old son I thought I wanted a second and have had fertility issues for years so never though I'd have another. I found out im pregnant last week and instead of being happy I'm so sad and confused. I had traumatic birth with my son and idea of another scares me so much. The morning sickness kicked in much quicker this time and I feel sick all day long. I told my husband i can't do it again and he's trying to support me but I know he really wants the baby. I don't think I want an abortion. I couldn't abort a healthy child just cause I'm scared but I just can't get my head around it all. I just want it all to go away. I don't know what to do.