Barely know where to start reallu as feels like several little things adding up but advice would be most appreciated.
I'm a single mother of a 4 year old. I work 5 days a week and I'm learning to drive. With running the house I'm pretty freaking frazzled.
I've been single over 3 years and I'm so lonely. When DD is in bed I'm stuck in the house so unable to really get out and socialise (yes I understand this is motherhood don't get me wrong).
All my friends are scattered about all living their lives so while chat on what'sapp and FaceTime it's not the same.
My ex (child's father/ex fiance) is getting married. I didn't want to be with him as he was immature, emotionally abusive in a few ways, financially idiotic. While on my low spiral (easy when every evening you're alone twiddling your thumbs) I'm beating myself up wondering why I'm lonely, not on the biggest income and as if maybe nothing will change, and what it is about me that meant he was so unpleasant when now he's buying a home and getting married having changed.
To be honest mostly I think I need a massive slap into sense, but I'm also very sensitive and feeling a tad fragile lately.
Anyone had similar or advice? Thanks.