I'm such a liar

[IsThisTheRealMe]

Here I am, roaming around Mumsnet posting positive messages, being forthright and supportive, a strong woman modelling good self-worth...when the truth is that I went to bed before supper yesterday, and am still in bed refusing to get up and face the world.

I need to shower. I need to prep for my job tomorrow. My back aches from being in bed so long. If I get up I need to interact with my family. At least staying here in bed we can all pretend I'm somewhere else.

I don't even know what I want from this post. To tell the truth, maybe. (Under a pseudonym of a pseudonym! Just how truthful is that?)

Oh we all have a public face and a real person inside. I am sorry that your real person is feeling so crap at the moment - join the club! I am telling myself that it will pass - I hope it does for you.

So what's the matter with you? Don't you like your family? Are you just feeling lazy? Depressed? Fed up? It's been a lovely sunny day today.

What's stopping you get up?

Nothing.

I got woken up at 5am this morning and have been up since so just enjoy it. I can deal with 6am but hate super early starts

Life doesn't have to be all go go all of the time.

Enjoy the chance to chill out