On Monday I had a routine smear test. While the nurse was ‘looking’ she noticed a rash on my vulva. She seemed concerned and said she wanted to get a female doctor to come in and have a look. While we were waiting I asked her what kind of rash and she said she had never seen anything like it blush.
The doctor came in and had a look and said to the nurse maybe it’s cysts. She asked me some questions and squeezed the area. There is no pain at all. I have felt these lumps but I am rather lumpy down there anyway ( I have had abscesses in pregnancy and during my period since I was a teenager - I just put it down to a surge in hormones). I can feel these lumps and they feel very fleshy and quite big but I believe I have had them for years - although maybe not as big - I just can’t remember of be sure. They are on the left side of my vulva and the flesh almost feels loose. I've had no pain, no discharge from the lumps or vaginally and no suspicious bleeding.
The doctor finished by saying that she was sending me to the gynecologist so that they can have a look.
Anyway as you can imagine I have massively built this up in my head and now I’m terrified I’ve got cancer. I’m trying to be rational and say to myself that they are only cysts and harmless but in reality I feel sick with worry and stressed that I can’t fine a rational explanation for them. I’m 38 and have got two young children.
Today I have received a text message from the surgery to say that my referral letter is ready to collect (I then have to make my own appointment online). Is this what is classed as an urgent referral? I'm so scared and just can't think straight. Can anyone offer any words of wisdom or advice?