Since DD2 was born, I had the most crippling anxiety. I'd worry about my health to the point I'd physically make myself ill. I'd worry that one of the kids could become seriously or terminally ill, I'd worry about the future, terrorism, possible world wars etc. I'd worry about every mistake I have ever made and would replay them over in my head. I'd feel sick to my stomach most, if not all of the time. It was a 2 year blur where all I was doing was putting one foot in front of the other. I wasn't present, if that makes sense.
Anyway, 6 months ago, I decided to give up soft drinks (Pepsi max to be specific). I don't like hot drinks so had become quite dependent on fizzy drinks over the last 5 years as my source of caffeine. They don't contain much granted but it was enough to perk me up. I just quit as I decided to try to up my water intake to just be a little healthier. Low and behold, I soon realised my anxiety had massively improved. I never made the correlation between that and cutting out fizzy drinks until recently when I started drinking them again on the odd day and I realised that whenever I'd have a couple of soft drinks, I'd be an anxious wreck. I don't know if it's the caffeine or aspartame or what is causing this to happen to me but I know how many people are affected by anxiety and I know how truly debilitating it can be so I just wanted to share my experience incase it can help someone else. I really didn't think I'd ever get out of that black hole but I can honestly say I have and it feels so good.