hi. i know im not the first and wont be the last.... so here goes.. my husband has deep depression and anxiety. and my eldest (7) is currenty in the process of a adhd diagnoses.
I feel stuck at the moment I feel all I do is shout at my boys everything they do seems to annoy me. my eldest can be difficult at times and takes his anger out on his brother (5) . I used to work in a restaurant evenings and weekends but gave it up because my husband couldnt cope with my eldest melt downs. I mean he managed but by the time I got home I would be calming them both down.. my husband struggled with being on his own aswell. he is on medication and I feel like I am his support I know as a wife that's what I'm ment to do but all his issues plus my boys and changing jobs... I now work daytime while boys at school. I feel like I've lost me. I don't get me time anymore. I feel like a robot constantly cleaning up after every one else... if I'm not angry I'm crying I'm panicking or just staring into space.... I k ow I should go to the doctors but the first set of tablets my husband had made him sleepy and away with fairies... I can't have that I have a family to look after and a husband who needs me...
thank you for reading and letting me rant x