I feel so lonely

[Isitokaytonotbeokay]

So apparently its okay not to be okay.....

Deep breath!!

I couldn't tell you the last time I honestly was okay 👌 a smile hides a thousand tears, I struggle daily and no one has a clue,I stay away from family and have no real life friends in this area other than DPs family.
In the past few days I'm lucky to have had a night's worth of sleep (albeit broken), we've argued constantly and said mean horrible words to each other, my partner does nothing but moan about how tired he,how I've done the baby's bottle wrong or I've mucked something up, how he's no cigs or just genuinely this that or the other... I'm at the end of my tether I sit in my house looking at 4 walls due to being too skint to go do anything and the weather is far too wild for random walks

I'm neither happy with or without money was brought up to never depend on it, I'm going to have a bite to eat and a coffee while DS is in bed n get the big girl pants looked out and sort this crap out

@Isitokaytonotbeokay sounds good OP x

Love how PND is diagnosed immediately when it sounds to me like your partner is a lazy, nasty fucker and a useless dad

Exactly.

Which woman wouldn't be feeling down and miserable, with a lazy sponger lounging around the house and living off her money, furthermore pointing out what she's supposedly doing wrong?

FFS

To have a man yet can't find £1.60 to get on a bus is shocking.

Your family can't be worse than him OP. I don't suppose you own your home. In your shoes I'd go back to my family rather than me and my child living a poverty-stricken life for the sake of a man.

@MistressDeeCee to be fair, I suggested PND before I found out her DP was being a cunt.

@misstressDeeCee neither me or my child live a poverty striken life I've mentioned the whole way through this thread DS never will and never has gone without anything, yes dp is lazy and unhelpful and this is something I need to address.

I'm the one with mug stamped on my head for letting this go on so long and in regards to the money situation when we've got all we need and nowhere to go we don't have any stress and everything is as should be

Lexi yes reading back thru thread now I realise that. Sorry.

You need to give him an ultimatum. No decent Father fails to search for work leaving his child without.

No decent Father puts himself first.

Good morning all that's me just up n to some this isn't a big deal but it's a first for me woo hoo.

So obviously nothing happens overnight but we sat and spoke and through sobs I told dp how I've been feeling and how him not pulling his weight is doing my head in, pretty much got everything out n cleared my mind which resulted in the best damn sleep I've ever had. Here's hoping things start looking up and I get a bit more rest