Is it just me feels this way?

[Eatmycheese]

Sat at home with our youngest child. He’s almost a year old. We have two other young children the oldest has just started infant school the middle in nursery.
I’m in my early forties.
I have hideous pregnancies aabour is a relief when it comes so awful have they been.

I don’t want another baby. However I have been swamped by an overwhelming broodiness when I see newborn babies the last month or so. Ours doesn’t sleep at all. I’m utterly knackered but I am worried I’m turning into one of these I want a baby all the time women.

Please can you tell me I’m not alone?
Do you think I’m just feeling sad hat I will never hold a newborn baby of my own again and smell that smell?

I won’t have another.
Talk some sense into me please

I love newborn babies too! But it's a very very short stage...then you have 18 years ahead of you of nurseries, kids birthday parties, soft play, packed lunches, doctor/dentist appointments, homework, reading books, expense, teenage stropiness etc etc

I know.
I think i need to see if there is vacancy somewhere for newborn snuggles and head smelling coordinator 😂😂😂

Yes we need to stop at 2 but I find myself being jealous of others who are pregnant (my youngest is only 5 months) and I don't know why. They're so cuddly and warm and they don't shout mum on repeat all day and they are just glad that you're there. That's all it can be. (I've had easy babies which probably accounts for some of this).