A thread to write a letter anonymously to someone when you know you can't say it in real life.
"Dear you...
I'm angry, resentful, fuming, sad at how you make me feel. I regret that you have such a hold over me for so long. You led me on, knowing I had feelings for you but you would respond what a good friend I was. Then hours later confess your love for me. Then you would say you need to talk to me about your feelings but drag it out for weeks, months knowing that these feelings were simmering in the background. When I started to feel better, more in control, you came back. You grabbed my attention against, I completely succumbed to it, devoured like prey. Then you dropped me again like a hot potato. Apparently it's your morals, you don't want to break up a family, so don't fucking start sending me messages like you do when you know I have feelings for you. Then you're all over some other girl and wonder why I'm pissed the fuck off. I am so angry. Then you tell me that the feelings you had for me were only ever physical. Fuck you. You may have a hold over me but I can do better than you. I know my man is better than you. I know my man deserves better than me right now. Truth is, I don't like myself very much right now. But in time, I will see this differently, the anger will go, I can focus all my energy on my own relationship and fall in love with the one I'm with again. And you will just be a disappointment, that you were not the man I thought you were. But you will never be anymore to me. Right now, I fear I love you, yet somehow that makes me hate you. Working with you and trying to act like friends when I feel this way will be the death of me.
I hope you never experience the torture you are putting me through, you utter shit!
Kind regards and best wishes
Anonymous".