I'm after some advice. I've been meaning to post this for a long time and am hoping once I've done so perhaps someone can help me with a way forward or, at least confirm what I've been told?
It's recently come to light that notes from the mental health team have been placed on my medical record. This means they are front and centre on GP, out of hours (medical and social services) and a&e. The problem is the psychiatrist will not accept I am physically disabled and will not change the diagnosis given to me for my mental health issues. So all I have that appears on my notes is I have borderline personality disorder, and, as a result I lie and exaggerate about being ill to be in hospital - I've very severe medical and dental phobia so actually saying I want to be in hospital or "cared for" by medical professionals couldn't be further from the truth!
This means that unless I see my own GP I cannot get treatment for anything without comments about not being ill and needing to get a job.
I have several medical conditions, all of which have been medically proven, repeatedly yet they've now been removed from my electronic medical record.
I've contacted the health board and been told the psychaitrist, along with the rest of the team, are the only ones who can remove it and they refuse to. I'm experiencing serious deterioation in my physical health - several seizures a week sort of deterioration and can get no help. The last time I saw a GP that wasn't mine I spent an hour getting my diabetes meds because she insisted I didn't have it and was mistaking panicky feelings for diabetes! Last time I contacted out of hours it took almost two hours before they would check my urine for infection because they didn't believe I was ill despite having very high blood sugar, high blood pressure and a high temperature (using equipment at home which I was told I shouldn't have by them) and struggling to urinate and ended up on antibiotics for over a week really unwell.
Psychiatry discharged and blocked me from accessing mental health care, including crisis in 2015 and I've only just found out about this after being taken to a&e recently in a crisis and turned away. I was discharged for failing to engage regarding my delusions of being disabled.
My GP is fantastic and livid and has tried to help but the mental health team will not budge that my physical health is anything other than a delusion. The GP doesn't have time to keep on at this, and the other GPs find it easier to believe the psychiatrist and my GP is leaving soon. My Consultants/specialists/physio won't help me with this anymore, they have tried with letters and meetings, now their attitude is, literally, they're not real Drs because if they were thhey'd do their fucking job properly and and not be swayed by prejudiced crap. (And that's the polite way of putting it).
This has only been a problem since the letter (and others) were uploaded to my medical file, before that I'd be asked what was wrong, say, give other diagnosis details which they could then check and get whatever I needed help with. Now I assumed to be lying and this information is at the font of my file no matter what happens.
In case anyone is wondering I've been able to claim ESA support group and PIP without dwp medical for years now on the basis of my medical Drs who do not have issue with me being disabled and neither does my GP. I've never put psychiatry down as supporting my applications because I knew they would refuse - they won't support borderlines getting benefits it's a blanket ban as its seen as a choice not illness by them.
So, any advice?