A while back, I had a pile that seemed to rupture. This is really embarrassing but I think it was an internal pile that had sort of come out, if that makes sense. I could actually see where the pile was bleeding from so didn't bother seeing the GP. I just treated with some anusol and it shrunk and went back inside. That was a couple of months ago.
Anyway, I had a bowel movement this morning which was quite difficult to pass and there was some pink coloured blood on the toilet paper when I wiped. Later, I had another BM and when I wiped there was bright red blood. With the pile being internal, I cannot see for certain that it's the pile causing me trouble again and I'm getting myself worried incase it's something else this time.
I do have a history of health anxiety and I've no one to talk to IRL about this so hoping someone can talk me down a little.
Does this sound consistent with a bleeding hemorrhoid? It's the pink coloured blood that's different to last time and got me questioning things.
Apologies again for the massively embarrassing post!