I posted recently in aibu about my md being aggressive combative and the fact that he rules through fear and intimidation.
After a particularly horrific meeting I walked out as I refused deal with him whilst he was being insulting and confrontation. I suffer with GAD and this whole matter has sent me spiralling. I was dealing with it all really well until I had a few days annual leave and it hit me just how on edge I had been and how awful I felt. I resigned as I felt I had no other choice. However after a particularly horrendous panic attack my gp has signed me off.
Even though md now thinks I am a complete doormat and has made it clear he hates me especially now I am signed off, I am going in to the office tomorrow to tidy up a few loose ends, hand over to another manager and do some speedy training to one of the girls who works for me so that she can cover some of the work I was doing.
I am bricking it.
The md is off on his holidays so won't be there but I am still really anxious about going in. I have had 3 panic attacks already today (not helped by dp crashing my car whilst we were on the motorway.) and now I can't sleep.
Am posting more so I am not alone...