Came home from work and the place looks like a tip . I try and keep house clean and tidy but there is just so much stuff everywhere. Cannot wait for kids to go back to school and college and I come home to tidy house after work as I get in first . Mind you I first have to get it in order . I am sorting stuff which is in my dining room since my dad died and there is just loads to get rid off. My daughter minds kids during holidays and there is toys everywhere .
I feel like getting in car and running away .
Probably all fueled by my best best friend in the world has throat cancer and I feel absolutely useless while he battles it out and he not doing good .
So only really posting to get my head straight here and go tackle some of the clean up and tidy up . Kitchen and sitting room will be done before I sit down again and hopefully not be feeling sorry for myself