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Completely lost and alone in this decision

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ConfusedNameChange11 · 02/03/2018 08:09

Bit of background info: DP & I have been together almost 3 years. I’m 23 and he is 27. Just over a year ago I did decide I wanted to end the relationship (nothing anyone had done I just felt it was going nowhere and I was at uni at the time and felt I had so much life ahead of me that I couldn’t experience whilst with DP as he is very withdrawn with no friends etc and I felt like he was holding me back as I never go out etc because I feel bad on him).
Anyway, I stayed at my mum’s for 3 weeks or so nipping back to our place to feed/spend time with the cats (that are actually my cats).

It all got discussed and I was doing well at uni and things improved and I felt he understood and so we “got back together” and I moved back in. It’s now got to a point where (for various reasons I cannot go into detail as it may be identifying) I absolutely despise his family. His parents are vile people who are extremely selfish and have caused us a lot of problems. This has put massive strain on our relationship as my parents have helped us out so much and been there for us etc and I’m very close to my parents. DP adores them too.

We have also been put in a very difficult position as we have to move out of where we are currently living. We can not afford to rent anywhere else that’s decent/will accept animals etc. We have no deposit for a mortgage and no family that can help out (my mum and dad would but they don’t have enough money and I don’t see why they should when They’ve done so much for us and DP’s parents don’t give a toss). Nobody to guarantor springboard 100% mortgages etc. Not entitled to social housing.
So basically we either rent a tiny 1 bedroom flat (we are currently in a 3 bedroom house) and rehome our animals or I move back to my parents and rehome the animals etc. At my parents it would be stable as I know my mental health would suffer.
It’s getting to a point where I resent the situation/this house/his family so much that i am wishing I was strong enough to brave the breakup last time and not come back.
In an ideal world I would move somewhere on my own with my cats lol but unfortunately I am not in a financial position to do so and certainly will not be for a very long time (DP has decent job so would be fine as everything would be cheaper for him without me)

I know it’s dramatic but the thought of the stress of all of this and losing my cats/independence is destroying me.

I’m not sure what I am expecting here and I know I’m probably going to get some not very nice responses but I need to do something other than sit and overthink it.

OP posts:
Rosiie · 02/03/2018 08:14

Don't know really what to advise you than follow your gut. What do you REALLY want to do?

Rosiie · 02/03/2018 08:15

And what do you want to be with someone who holds you back from enjoying and doing things in your life?

MadMags · 02/03/2018 08:18

You’re way too young to even be worrying about this shite.

You need to leave. I know you love your cats but enough to be trapped in a relationship you don’t want, attached to people you describe as vile? Really??

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NotSoSprightly · 02/03/2018 08:18

OP, you ARE brave enough and strong enough to end it.

My exes family were also vile people, honestly just really nasty bigots. I'm SO glad I ended things and don't have to put up with them anymore.

You can do this!

thecatfromjapan · 02/03/2018 08:20

If things are otherwise good between you and your partner, the one bedroom flat sounds like the best option.

In-laws can be very difficult. To be honest, it sounds as though you are lucky with your own parents, and that throws the lack of support from his into sharp relief - but, honestly, a lot of people have unsupportive parents, or parents who can't offer much support, or no parents. There's no point in getting over-stressed about something neither of you can do anything about (his parents). You're not going to change that, are you? So you need to accept it and move on.

A one-bedroom flat isn't the end of the world, you know. Smile Can you sell anything to make the deposit? How much time do you have to save something? Is there a hardship fund at your university for situations like this? I ask because I was amazed to find out there was help available at mine, which I was unaware of when I was a student and would have made things easier if I had known at the time.

It sounds horrible and stressful but it really is just a blip.

Smellylittleorange · 02/03/2018 08:20

Can you and cats move back to your parents?

Ohlellykelly · 02/03/2018 08:22

Have you got anyone at all who can have your cats until you're sorted? You have to go to your parents and start again I think, for the reasons pp have given and for yourself, you can do this

Jazzy11 · 02/03/2018 08:35

Why can't you go to your parents and take the cats with you? It seems as though your not happy in the relationship or am I misreading it? Ask yourself deep down if you really love this person and you can see a future together, breaking up with someone is hard but you have to do what's best for you x

TeeBee · 02/03/2018 08:40

At 23 I was lodging with someone, saving for a deposit. You don't need a three-bedroomed house at 23. Find a room share with someone that doesn't mind cats. Don't stay in a failing relationship because of finances. Stand on your own two feet. Most people are skint at 23, plenty of time to start making money.

JudIII · 02/03/2018 09:05

I don't see what the cats and the renting situation has to do with you wanting to end your relationship.... Is it his fault you have to move out? No? Then why put the blame on him and throw in the towel? Why are you living in a three bedroom house where I presume that he pays the majority of the rent and bills (and food for your cats) while you're still at University? Do you really think it will be easy for him to watch you swan off to your parents house, while he has to pick up the pieces of his old life and has no family support. The offhand way you say... 'he'll be fine he has a decent job' strikes me as particularly selfish and self-involved.

It may just be the way you wrote it.. But sounds like you're taking advantage of this guy and using him when you need him (money) but dropping when things get tough.

Things happen in life that people need to react to, if you're with someone for three years it's usually presumed that you will stick by them through stuff like having to downsize. It really doesn't seem like he did anything wrong in this situation unless you're dripfeeding... I think you're immature and spoiled. Do you even care about this guy at all or do you just think you're better than him because you come from a 'nice' family and have friends?

They may be vile (in your opinion) but they are still his family. The last thing anyone with a difficult family needs is a partner that constantly moans about how vile they are and constantly compares their family to your 'better' family. How unsupportive is that?

Have you stopped to think that maybe he doesn't make friends easily or go out much because of his upbringing? That being around parents that aren't the best might have had an impact on his personality in some way? That it made him who he is?

I'm sorry if this comes off as harsh but I feel so bad for your boyfriend of three years, neither his gf or his parents give a shit about him. Funny that you say his parents are selfish and then he's ended up in a relationship with someone like you. He could be with someone else who would actually nuture and support him emotionally, rather than judging him because he doesn't want to go out and get pissed. (I presume because he has a 'decent' job and has to work to keep a 3 bed house over your head... Two cats ain't cheap either!)

I think you should suck it up and leave him because that's clearly what you want to do but you're only staying for external reasons.i.e nice house, space for cats, feeling like the 'better' person. He deserves better! Stop toying with him so he can find someone else, better suited and less selfish.

While you're at parents, why dont you get a part-time job so you can start saving up for your own place? Thats how you get the independence you so sorely want.

I've name changed because I feel like this is against my normal posting style by being harsh but someone needs to tell you how you're coming off, so you can take that into your thinking and look at the situation from a perspective other than your own.

Hous3Hat · 03/03/2018 13:11

Things happen in life and things change. Find a one bed place that allows animals and save up to buy somewhere. Or move to your parents for a short period and save up. You need to make a decision.

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