Hi, I’ve only posted once before but- I’ve been reading threads for a long time.
Not sure, why I’m posting really. I think, I’m just looking for some support, to figure things out in my head.
Background, I’m 33 and have an 8 year old child, don’t work due to health reasons. Saturday, my child was staying at my mums, as she usually does. Roughly 11.45 I hadn’t seen my cat, who I hadn’t seen all day who had health issues. I quickly popped out, just to the end of the road to look for her. Long story short, I was raped. I’m absolutely traumatized by the experience. I’ve spent the past 3 days just breaking my heart crying, I can’t concentrate on anything. The worst part of the situation, is my supposed boyfriend of a year. I admit I wasn’t honest at first, I said I’d been assaulted not the rest of the story to him. I was scared, he wouldn't want to go near me again, He decided on the Sunday, that he needed to do shopping and cleaning, instead of coming to see how I am. He clearly doesn’t give a damn about me. The only reason I’m clinging on to him,is that I don’t really have any friends and have been so desperate for love. He’s been ignoring my texts even though he’s off work and it breaks my heart. I feel so alone, I desperately just want support. Thank you for reading this x