I've been trying for baby number 2 (My partner's 1st) for 5 years now. I feel so alone no one takes it serious or understand how hard it is. My partner just doesn't care and when I try to talk to him he just ignore me or tell me he don't know what to say. My daughter is 10 now and would love a baby brother or sister. And now she is older she doesn't need me as much and it makes me want a baby even more. All I ever wanted was a big family. I avoid everybody because they all ways end up getting pregnant so easy. I hate doing the school runs and seening all the pregnant ladies or the new babies im just starting to lose hope