Please bear with me and be gentle so up until 18 months ago I was married to my partner of ten years with 4 children had a job I absolutely adored me and my male boss were best mates pretty much over night that changed I had a heart attack my husband did not support me as in I had to beg him to call an ambulance he didn't support me afterwards I asked him to leave 4 weeks later by this point my boss and I no mistaking it I had fallen in love with him and he me however his wife and also his best friend found out we all end up spending a weekend together and havirg sex this has developed surprisingly into a loving full on relationship between the 3 of us and our 7 children are all very supportive 3 days before Christmas both of my partners are arrested a disgruntled employee had madecided some serious allegations for which they are still being investigated now they didn't I can say wholeheartedly steal anything which is why I back them all the way they lost their business I lost my job they lost their home life has been shit and we have had one curveball after another flung at us and I've been in hospital regularly quite poorly too where they have juggled the kids the house and their new jobs the rumour mill has been terrible in our small town and people are talking of taking them and actually hurting them we can't go in the town centre I have a genuine fear of someone coming to the house whilst my kids are here we aren't bad people we've never got on the wrong side of the law we are moving Thursday far enough away but I'm scared so scared I can see it all when we first moved in the work me and my husband did the good times the bad the sad all of it it breaks my heart to leave I love both of my partners very much I'm just scared I guess I saw the kids all growing up and leaving home from this house what if it all goes wrong ??