Hi my brother recently committed suicide after the battle with depression he was only 27 ..I can't accept this has happened and feel it's a dream ..I'm trying to stay strong for my mum and organising things maybe I'm in auto pilot but I feel I'm not functioning right and no one to help me will this hit me at a later date after the funeral etc ? I just feel numb ..I put this post on last night and maybe I'm just looking for someone who has experienced this !