I've been friends with my best friend for 6 years. We're both mid 20's. Its not been an easy ride, we've argued, drifted, become close again and now drifting but it seems for good this time. In a nutshell she's been through my toughest times but has been the main cause of them too. She has form for sleeping with married men (something I disagree with immensely) and after it happening for the fourth time in August I decided to distance myself.
Sometimes she speaks to me like absolute shit, she's also very close friends with people I just don't like. It seems a silly reason but I think I'd just prefer to be on my own...
I met DP around the time I began to distance myself (she thinks it's because of him, it isn't) , he also knew my best friend really well and a few months ago actually told me he knew my deepest darkest secrets already - so called friend had told him before we even got together. Things I asked her to never tell anyone. Since I met DP I've been excluded from nights out, parties, dinners and other things. I've decided to delete her number and move on.
I feel like I've lost a part of me, I didn't have many friends to begin with... I don't make friends very easily, she knows so much about me and it just seems a shame it's come to this. This post seems a ramble I know, I just wanted perspective from an unbiased person and an outsiders point of view.