Hi mums,
I just need someone's advice and comfort. My first son is 4 and never knew his biological dad as he didn't want to be in his life. I met a man 8 months after splitting up and introduced him to my son 5 months later. After a year and a half 2 years he started calling him daddy without any force.
Anyway this daddy we were so happy then he became paranoid and such a hypocrite like who is this liking your picture when he would have 50 random girls liking his etc anyway we would argue then work it out then I started thinking maybe this isn't right.
Anyway after a struggle of ups and downs with him I walked away which was hard as we have such a strong connection but the way he was snapping at me etc got to much and I had put up with a lot. After 8-9 months of him trying to come back he finally admitted he was taking an antidepressant to calm his emotions and stresses which I wasn't to sure on at first but instantly could see a difference I was no longer walking on egg shells etc.
Anyway we decieded to give it one last go and I fall pregnant....
I am now 26 weeks and have had an on and off moments where he has been just randomly telling me to f*off then he doesn't apologise then we don't speak then he makes up the next day.
Anyway I told him this was absolutely inappropriate and I wouldn't put up with it and that was that for a while.
Then my intuition I don't know if it's that plus hormones but I just felt him being so distant with me and it instantly got me on edge. I pulled him about it and said how I feel so alone (after I got back with my partner my best friend deserted me as I had made the choice to take him back) anyway he said I'm 100% behind you, I felt at ease then noticed he liked this attractive looking woman's post and instantly I lost my calm he came in and I questioned his intentions......his response was "who's that I haven't been on 'x' in a month" it was a week ago....so lies instantly which makes me even more paranoid and he said "I'm sick of this" and I said that I was also sick of feeling on edge etc etc when only the other night he kicked off because I posted a selfie video on snapchat just out of boredom I had zero makeup on and it was a silly filter. But it's wrong of me to question his viewable intentions.
Anyway it just snowballed he packed all his things and left (he doesn't permanently live with me so it's mainly clothes etc) and started saying I was a psycho and that I won't make him feel that way and how he wish he had a fresh start with someone else....confirming in my mind well he must be talking to someone to say that.
Anyway he left im pregnant with his child thinking why have I put myself in such a rediculous situation with 2 children 2 different biological fathers and I'm single. I'm so frustrated with myself 
x