I really wanted other opinions from people that are not involved. When I was a child my parents divorced when I was three because my father was extremely violent, the same year my mum met a man who she started to allow in the house. He would lay around in his pants, walk in on me and my sister while we had a bath, he would bring drugs in the house and rub himself on both of us as if he was having sex with a grown up. He was hostile towards me mostly and we spent everyday in our room purely to get away with him. He would sexual touch my mother in front of us and once they had sex with us sharing a room when her friend was staying around. Once when I was around 13 I walked in the house early from school with two friends and we all saw him naked in my room with my underwear on the bed and in his hand, I told my mum and she did nothing. He also locked me in a hotel room for almost two weeks in Greece while the rest of the family had a holiday because I screamed when he hit my mum. My mum has called me a lair all these years and today she said she has forgotten all the past and doesn't want to talk about it and started shouting at me that I'm the trouble one for bringing it up. The things I mentioned are only a couple of the things he did. I feel broken and worthless and it's been such a long time why can't I forget it, why can't I move on in my mind. Am I wrong to be hurt my mother didn't protect me or do you think he or she wasn't in the wrong. I'm feeling very hurt and feel like it's my fault for not being able to just forget it all.