What should i do with my DS ashes

[Lillylou1991]

Sorry if this is the wrong place for this question
My DS was born asleep in november 2014. Ive had his ashes in a box with me since then but havent got a forever home or place i would want to leave him.
Im thinking maybe a house flower/plant that i can keep with me wherever i go.
I also need to be subtle, since my DS's still birth my oartner got very abusive and blamed me for getting pre eclampsia. Ive since left him and found my DP and we now have a Darling little boy called Harvey.
While he obviously knows about my first son he doesnt fully understand (who can unless it happens to them too) so i dont want it being in his face. I just want to do something subtle for me and my DS oliver that if we ever move again i can take with me.

We got his ashes in a tiny urn. I went to Build a Bear, on a quiet day, before I took the urn in and explained what I wanted to do. They were fantastic about it. They took me into the back to do everything. The hole in the teddy was too small, so they expanded it, then filled the bear around the urn and sewed it up. He now sits in our living room and keeps getting hugs and/or kisses from me and his brother and sister.