My ex who hit the roof when he found out I wAs pregnant and begged me to terminate had been giving me a really tough time verbally to make me see how I couldn't have my 3 year old and a new born by myself. Anyways a lot has been said and done to each other now but yet I still can't get him off my mind. He told me at 20wks he wants nothing to do with that "thing" in my stomach & that he was going to stop talking to me until he was ready.
So as angry as I was because he said that I pretty much told his closest friends what his done and said to me, making him not the perfect person everyone thinks he is. He decided to yell at me & say I think u know & we both know I would have been there for the baby. I loved you then & I still do.
After everything his said how do I know his going to be there? I didn't.
I have 14weeks to go so I guess we will see if he is.
We're not speaking at the moment and haven't for a week.
It's sad that I have to do all the appts by myself & have no one to share the little moments with.
Even if he does want something to do with the baby when it is born, I'm not sure if I want him there. He can't keep changing his mind bout this baby like he does about me. I get so hurt & a baby/toddler/child shouldn't have to deal with the constant let down of there dad. It happened to me & It would be nice if it didn't happen to my baby.