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11 year heroin and crack addict. Clean 16 yeasr

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CrimeJunkie01 · 25/08/2021 00:38

AMA

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yodaandmedication · 01/09/2021 07:56

Hi Op, our stories are very similar. I am 19 years clean after a 6 year heroin then heroin and crack addiction. Weighted in at 5.5 stone like you. Again similar the catalyst was probably my parent's awful divorce. On the rare occasion that I ever tell anyone my past who wasn't there to see it first hand, it really shocks them and they struggle to tie-up the person I'm describing with the successful, healthy, lovely mum in front of them. Anyway, I just wanted to say hi, I'm glad we both made it out alive, and it's great to hear you are using your experiences to help others. xx

CrimeJunkie01 · 01/09/2021 09:08

@yodaandmedication

Hi Op, our stories are very similar. I am 19 years clean after a 6 year heroin then heroin and crack addiction. Weighted in at 5.5 stone like you. Again similar the catalyst was probably my parent's awful divorce. On the rare occasion that I ever tell anyone my past who wasn't there to see it first hand, it really shocks them and they struggle to tie-up the person I'm describing with the successful, healthy, lovely mum in front of them. Anyway, I just wanted to say hi, I'm glad we both made it out alive, and it's great to hear you are using your experiences to help others. xx
Hiya, it's great to hear that you got through it too. It's strange how people have this image of a "junkie" in their heads and no one seems to think that people get through it isn't it?

The one great achievement in my life so far as my children are concerned is that I managed to have a "good divorce" with my children's dad. We are great friends and have made sure that we didn't pass on the trauma of our pasts to our children.

Can I ask what made you get clean?

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ButYouGottaHaveASkillJeff · 01/09/2021 18:47

*It's kind of hard to explain. Methadone takes away the withdrawal, but doesn't give you the hit that you want. Also it's slow to take effect. They say that heroin withdrawal is like having flu, in my opinion it's worse, but imagine if you had flu, and you could spend £10 and you KNEW that within a minute you would feel better, would you spend that £10? The amount of money that people spend on flu and cold medicine each year says that a lot of people would, and that doesn't even make you feel better. Another bag of heroin is guaranteed to fix you temporarily.

Also, by the time you are addicted, you are in that way of life. Getting help isn't as simple as lots of people think. It can take weeks to get a script for methadone, and by then the crisis (having no money, or whatever) is over. You've been paid, the initial reason that you wanted to give up for has gone.

Personally, I'd say that substance misuse services should be quicker to act to capitalise on the moment of crisis and use it as a hook to get people in. Being given an appointment at 9am in three weeks time just doesn't work, in three weeks time I might have been up all night trying to buy drugs, or just totally forget about it.*

What a great answer and insight, thank you. I've worked in a prison and police setting and it's staggering the amount of crime is down to drugs yet the resources and funding just aren't there or are woeful/vastly under resourced. As you say, what use is an appointment in 3 weeks time of any use to an addict who wants to give up there and now.

Lurcherloves · 23/09/2021 20:47

Well done must have been a lot of emotional work to get and stay sober.

CrimeJunkie01 · 23/09/2021 22:12

@Lurcherloves

Well done must have been a lot of emotional work to get and stay sober.
Thanks. It's been a long slog, but really worth it.
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