Gi1da hippy icedlemonmuffin Slimyak & Laura (think that's everyone!) sorry to hear you need to join the thread, but welcome -it's a good place to be upside leftways as you say! NHS care is so patchy and your comment have brought back some unresolved feelings of rage against a junior house doctor I saw.I promised myself I'd compose some "constructive" feedback for him. Had an MMC - waited 2 hours to be seen in EPU and his first words to me were "so - you're here to book an ERPC?" I nearly decked him. after about 5 mins, when he's asked me if I would agree to tissues being taken for medical research he said, "oh, by the way, sorry for your loss" - what do they teach them in med school [goes off muttering to myself, must write that letter...]
muser really sorry to hear your news - thinking of you and let us know how you are.
Alba it's so frustrating not knowing what's going on - hoping it's all ok for you
Just1more -thinking of you
Dirtgirl - urgh - I'm EXACTLY the same. If WTF proves to be a normal cycle then I'm due tomorrow, and I'm just getting brown sludge stuff - was trying to kid myself it was implantation bleed but think not [deluded, moi?!]
haven't been able to pinpoint any ovulation this month, used sticks for the first time and tried to monitor CM, but no real signs to go on.
I have had a totally crap day today - nothing better than breaking down and crying in front of the nine people you manage. The snotty, hiccuping "i'm fine, i'm fine" was very attractive, all piggy red eyes and blotchiness.
Too much going on at work - head decided to explode, and it's probably monster PMT too. Very mixed feelings about AF possibly on it's way, half pleased things appear to be on a regular cylce, half devastated I'm not PG, and on top of that mourning the fact all over again that I'm not pg. I should have been starting to feel kicks this week - and instead I'm drinking too much red wine and ranting on MN
Still can't get that scan image out of my mind
now, before I finish the bottle anyone want a night cap? [passes round bottle] will stop rambling now and go and POAS