Just MC and ready to try again? Pack your cake, wine and tightie whities and join us for more ranting, weeping and most of all laughing! All welcome! (Part 14)

Welcome harrassed & skitoo sorry you find yourselves here but it is a very supportive place to be, I should know, I have been very and today and it seems that only here do people understand how I truly feel.

Talking of which my mood has not lifted. Can not stop crying, I am a wreck. Took the dog out for a long walk and it was cold and windy, gave me earache and she was a bloody nightmare so that didn't help. Had period pains all day, can't find the chocolate dh bought me yesterday and he is neither answering calls or emails. Gonna go get a shower and see if I can throw some sense into my brain.

welcome to skitoo and harassed as the others have said everyone is very friendly and helpful on here so make your selves comfy...

I agree blackkat you get an image in your head and the pictures have proved them to be pretty spot on !

Well im afriad to say i have to attempt the list and move me back to the bottom again.... AF finally got me more than spotting and a true AF so down the list i go, I will however be relying on you all for some much needed TTC support as you know this is my last month to try because of the wedding [mixed emotions emoticon]

sorry if i mess the list up...

Shorty ttc#2 cycle 1, ucl 30 cd50
Collie TTC#1 MC#1 Cycle 1 UCL 40 CD31
LILI80 TTC #2 Cycle 1 UCL 34 CD31
Chloe55 TTC #2, cycle 6 post MC#2 UCLrandom CD29
BackOnceAgain TTC#3, Cycle 7 UCL28-32 CD28
oli TTC#2 M/C#1 FEB 2011 UCL 30-31 CD26
lily06 TTC#1 EP Jan 10, MC May 10, UCL 25-? CD24
Banana87, TTC#2, MC#3, UCL35-37 CD24
Ninunina TTC#1 post MC1: Feb 11, WTF, UCL 28-35 CD24
Hadrian TTC#1, MC#1 Dec 2010, cycle 1, UCL35-40,CD23
IfAtFirstUDontSucceed: TTC no1, MC no2, Jan 2011, UCL 28/29 cd23
IzzyWizzyletsgetbusy TTC#3 cycle 8 UCL 24-30 CD21
Loola2shu TTC#3 Cycle 6 UCL35-38,CD17
ZamMummyInGabs TTC#3 cycle 3 postMC#2 UCL26-32, CD16
Iggly TTC#2, UCL 29-31 CD 16
Youremindmeofthebabe TTC#2, Cycle 7 UCL33 CD 12
Blackkat TTC#1, MC#1 Jan 2011, UCLrandom CD10
wellieboots cycle 2, UCL 29 or 30, CD8
meliesmummy ttc#2 wtf cycle, UCL28 CD6
HidingInTheUndergrowth TTC#1, cycle 5 UCL 28 CD6
laylasmummy09 ttc#2 UCL 28/29 days WTF cd?
harassedinherpants TTC#4, MC#2, UCL 28 or 31, CD24
MumTumWanted TTC#2, cycle 2, UCL29 CD1

WTTC
Choccybick TTC#1 (post mc1) cycle 6 UCL 27
Mousebacon TTC#2 MC#2
MaybeBaby TTC#1 MC#1
babypops
tokyotwist TTC#2 MC#1 Feb2011 WTF
WildSheepChase TTC#2 MC#6 Jan 2011, UCL 33-36
vegasmum ttc#1 wttc ucl? cd? WTF
LadyBee TTC#2, UCL27
Brooke ttc#1? wttc ucl? WTF
Milkyway2007 ttc#? wttc ucl? WTF

MIA
BrownB TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL 24-26
Getawiggleon TTC#2, Cycle7 UCL28-32 (Lurking)

RECENT BFP's
Digitalgirl TTC#2, MC#3 Oct 2010
Emoo TTC#2, Cycle 1 (post MC1) UCL 26-30, 30/1/11
DachshundsRule TTC#1 cycle 5 UCL28 CD31 BFP 25 Jan 2011
Hairytriangle TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL ?28 BFP Jan 2011
Tigger15 TTC#2 cycle 22 UCL24-9 CD29 BFP 16 Jan 2011
Pinkfondantfancy TTC#1, cycle 5, UCL 28-35 CD29 BFP!!
Lemonsherbert BFP 18 Jan 2011
HongKongBaby#2, cycle 5 (post mc1), UCL 37, CD30 BFP 18 Jan 2011
MamaPower TTC#1, cycle 5 (post MC#2) UCL 25- 27 CD28
Wombat33 TTC#1 Cycle 3 (post MC) UCL 31
PrettyQuichey TTC#1, (round 7) UCL 28-30
Lovebeingadaddysgirl TTC#? WTC cycle
GetDownYouWillFall TTC#2
KnitterNotTwitter TTC#2, MC#2, cycle 6 UCL 25-30 CD28 BFP 7/2/2011
AandRmum TTC3 cycle 4 UCL29 BFP 18/2/11
Velvetcu TTC #1 Cycle 6 UCL 30-33, 18/2/11
MummyAbroad TTC #2, cycle 2 (Post AS Op)) BFP 23/02/11
Cep TTC#2 Cycle 2 UCL24-28 BFP 24/2/11
Hils74 TTC#1 MC#1 Jan 2011 BFP 28/2/11
Ochaye TTC#3 cycle 1 UCL 31 bfp 02/3/11

RECENT GRADUATES

VivClicquot BFP 25 August
Loopymumsy BFP 29 August
CaribouMoo BFP 7 September
StarflowerGirl BFP 24 Sep
Appleblossoms BFP 9 Oct
Littlemiss72
Urbanlolly BFP 1 Nov
Inbetweener BFP 10 Nov
Owlbooty BFP
Nickstermum BFP

Waves to Melies and Blackkat , hope you're both doing ok?

Feeling better, but wobbly thanks black. Had a bit wobble yesterday after meeting up with my friend who's due the same time as I was - she'd grown a bump . Poor dh, his shoulders are truly sodden lol, but he bought me chocolate bless him!

Hi skitoo sorry for your loss.

GRRR computer just ate post

Skitoo so sorry to hear of your loss, my situation (won't bore the other ladies again) sounds similar to yours. Welcome, there is great support here.

Big hurray because Harassed has found her way here, so lovely to see you, tho clearly not in these circumstances Hope you're doing ok?

collie mel lovely pictures, I've known you were all going to look just like you do, funny isn't it!

More later, to everyone else, and to Mouse if you're lurking ((Big hugs)) hope today is better at work x

Hi harrassed, we've chatted a bit before on mc threads, everyone is lovely here, so welcome, and welcome to skitoo as well.

Chloe what are crosshairs? I've got no clue at all about ff.

cep and collie it was weird really, I hardly showed at 12 weeks (apart from HUGE boobs) but literally days after the wedding a little bump appeared, it was like suddenly I was allowed to look pg because I didn't need to fit into the dress anymore so out it popped! My last pg though I was in maternity trousers by 8 weeks! Then when I found out I was miscarrying, before any treatment, I took off the maternity trousers in a rage and my normal jeans fitted again, it makes me wonder if it was either all fluid or completely in my head, does that sound silly?

I've got period type cramps today and I'm really grumpy, plus more fresh spotting, I think my body is really messed up at the moment.

Thanks Collie!

THURSDAY?s List

Shorty ttc#2 cycle 1, ucl 30 cd50
Collie TTC#1 MC#1 Cycle 1 UCL 40 CD31
LILI80 TTC #2 Cycle 1 UCL 34 CD31
MumTumWanted TTC#2, cycle 1, UCL28 CD30
Chloe55 TTC #2, cycle 6 post MC#2 UCLrandom CD29
BackOnceAgain TTC#3, Cycle 7 UCL28-32 CD28
oli TTC#2 M/C#1 FEB 2011 UCL 30-31 CD26
lily06 TTC#1 EP Jan 10, MC May 10, UCL 25-? CD24
Banana87, TTC#2, MC#3, UCL35-37 CD24
Ninunina TTC#1 post MC1: Feb 11, WTF, UCL 28-35 CD24
Hadrian TTC#1, MC#1 Dec 2010, cycle 1, UCL35-40,CD23
IfAtFirstUDontSucceed: TTC no1, MC no2, Jan 2011, UCL 28/29 cd23
IzzyWizzyletsgetbusy TTC#3 cycle 8 UCL 24-30 CD21
Loola2shu TTC#3 Cycle 6 UCL35-38,CD17
ZamMummyInGabs TTC#3 cycle 3 postMC#2 UCL26-32, CD16
Iggly TTC#2, UCL 29-31 CD 16
Youremindmeofthebabe TTC#2, Cycle 7 UCL33 CD 12
Blackkat TTC#1, MC#1 Jan 2011, UCLrandom CD10
wellieboots cycle 2, UCL 29 or 30, CD8
meliesmummy ttc#2 wtf cycle, UCL28 CD6
HidingInTheUndergrowth TTC#1, cycle 5 UCL 28 CD6
laylasmummy09 ttc#2 UCL 28/29 days WTF cd?
harassedinherpants TTC#4, MC#2, UCL 28 or 31, CD24

WTTC
Choccybick TTC#1 (post mc1) cycle 6 UCL 27
Mousebacon TTC#2 MC#2
MaybeBaby TTC#1 MC#1
babypops
tokyotwist TTC#2 MC#1 Feb2011 WTF
WildSheepChase TTC#2 MC#6 Jan 2011, UCL 33-36
vegasmum ttc#1 wttc ucl? cd? WTF
LadyBee TTC#2, UCL27
Brooke ttc#1? wttc ucl? WTF
Milkyway2007 ttc#? wttc ucl? WTF

MIA
BrownB TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL 24-26
Getawiggleon TTC#2, Cycle7 UCL28-32 (Lurking)

RECENT BFP's
Digitalgirl TTC#2, MC#3 Oct 2010
Emoo TTC#2, Cycle 1 (post MC1) UCL 26-30, 30/1/11
DachshundsRule TTC#1 cycle 5 UCL28 CD31 BFP 25 Jan 2011
Hairytriangle TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL ?28 BFP Jan 2011
Tigger15 TTC#2 cycle 22 UCL24-9 CD29 BFP 16 Jan 2011
Pinkfondantfancy TTC#1, cycle 5, UCL 28-35 CD29 BFP!!
Lemonsherbert BFP 18 Jan 2011
HongKongBaby#2, cycle 5 (post mc1), UCL 37, CD30 BFP 18 Jan 2011
MamaPower TTC#1, cycle 5 (post MC#2) UCL 25- 27 CD28
Wombat33 TTC#1 Cycle 3 (post MC) UCL 31
PrettyQuichey TTC#1, (round 7) UCL 28-30
Lovebeingadaddysgirl TTC#? WTC cycle
GetDownYouWillFall TTC#2
KnitterNotTwitter TTC#2, MC#2, cycle 6 UCL 25-30 CD28 BFP 7/2/2011
AandRmum TTC3 cycle 4 UCL29 BFP 18/2/11
Velvetcu TTC #1 Cycle 6 UCL 30-33, 18/2/11
MummyAbroad TTC #2, cycle 2 (Post AS Op)) BFP 23/02/11
Cep TTC#2 Cycle 2 UCL24-28 BFP 24/2/11
Hils74 TTC#1 MC#1 Jan 2011 BFP 28/2/11
Ochaye TTC#3 cycle 1 UCL 31 bfp 02/3/11

RECENT GRADUATES

VivClicquot BFP 25 August
Loopymumsy BFP 29 August
CaribouMoo BFP 7 September
StarflowerGirl BFP 24 Sep
Appleblossoms BFP 9 Oct
Littlemiss72
Urbanlolly BFP 1 Nov
Inbetweener BFP 10 Nov
Owlbooty BFP
Nickstermum BFP

Hello, can I join too?? Collie taking you up on your invitation, thank your for messaging me.

This my first proper cyle of ttc after a very unexpected mmc & erpc in January. I'm 40 and have 3 other dc's aged 21, 19 & 4 .

I'm on cd24. Before mmc had a fairly regular cycle of 28, 31, 28, 31 etc, and ttc for 6 months before getting our bfp.

Soooo I'm currently symptom spotting!! Had crampy pains for the last week or so, but they've died down today. Boobs are tender and feeling odd. Have been heaving over clean out the kittens litter tray for the last two mornings, but have a horrendous tickly cough which can make me heave too. So I'm !!

Wondering whether to test Sat am as going out in the evening, and was planning on getting slightly inebriated pissed.

Hello Ladies, wonder if you'd mind me joining you?

I've been lurking on MN for far too long now, couple of random posts but would like to find a home for some hand holding and you lot seem so nice and knowledgeable.

TTC nearly 2 years, fell PG on 6th cycle of the evil clomid last year but MMC over xmas and ERPC Jan. Am currently going mad in my WTF cycle, day 62, a course of Provera and the witch still isn't here.

Sorry for all your losses and the bumpy rides you're on - have very much enjoyed the wedding chat though, brings back nice memories doesn't it

mel you looked stunning hon, am very if you looked like that and heavily pg. and your lo looks so cute too.

chloe how are you feeling now? It might be worth not turning down events and things just incase, not because i don't think you will be but tempting fate maybe?? You could always cancel when you do get the bfp.

mumtum i didn't have a veil either just a parasol.

Kepping fx for you oli.

collie i will definately remind you in a week's time.

chloe our pleasure and i have every faith that we will most definitely not be waiting another 3 years

Well I will keep my sussies on for you then oli & mumtum

Thanks for listening to me rant and moan, I just fear that I could be looking at another 3 years before I get a BFP like last time and at this rate I will be heading for a breakdown!

olis I won't uncross my fingers for you yet then...

mumtum I didn't have a veil, I had a tiara handmade to match my flowers. I don't mind wedding talk, don't worry! (although I am still a little ! Step away from that cb dig (if you haven't used it already that is!)

oils sorry hun x posts im sorry your still feeling all over the place and hope is such a dfficult emoticion im hoping too that i maybe but ive not even had the feint line, i have evrything crossed for you

collie that is a stunning picture you look beautiful and soooooo happy i hope my wedding pictures end up like that

mellies i sneaked a peak at yours to and you also look truely fabulous ....

i was thinking i wouldnt worry about a veil but having seen all you lovely ladies photos im wondering whether i should....

Sorry ladies no chance of getting on here last night had my sis and her bf round talking bridesmaid dresses and hen dos !!!

cep you look lovely as do you to lily I apologise for overtaking a conception thread with wedding talk too !

welcome to really also sorry you have had to join here but pull up a bean bag and make yourself comfy I hope all goes well for you today ...

lily we are going to the thomson sensatori in Rivera Maya not far from Cancun it looks divine and we have 26 guests coming with us ! - so much for going abroad to get away from it all, honestly though im so pleased we have have so many wanting to come too!

melies ive no idea how to add pictures either !

the magpie thing i salute and say G morning mr magpie 3 times ... ( i also search rapidly for another after seeing just 1 ....)

chloe i envy you , your artistic ability i have none !

collie i will check out photo in a min as im worried i will lose all the text ive typed so far

chloe ranting on here is pracitcally mandatory thats what we are all hear to do support share and get it off your chest, my OH is like yours too, he just thinks it should be fun trying not the stressful time that it actually is for us.

as for me well im 17DPO now and though i thought AF had arrived yesterday it was in fact a tiny spot... nothing all night and overwhelming nausea this morning.... huge tummy cramos though ( i did horse ride last night for the first time since my MC so may just be the exercise ...) I just dont know, i have another cb digi but im trying to wait to use it til tomorrow , give me strength not to try !!!

Chloe (((big hugs))) i was trying for 2 years before m/c although not quite as vigorously and every BFN made me cry my DH was like yours but when i talked it through with him he just did not like seeing me hurt and it made his own hurt and disappointment more real (my DH likes to bury things deep and try not to think about them)

I am still not well I am having fits of nausea I am starting to worry if my body "thinks" its pregnant saying that following on what collie and blackat said i did not get a BFP with my DS till 6 weeks so there is always hope I know i am prob kidding myself but maybe all the faint faint lines were crappy evap lines i have had a good few of them this month (well a girl can only hope everything else still points to me being pregnant) If not my poor body is tired and confused but i do hope it passes soon.

Chloe My BFP on Clomid was 21 say DPO - I was too scared to test before, the CBdigi only read 1-2 weeks so if I'd tested 14/15 DPO, it would've been negative. ((hugs)) x

Okay, photo is in my public profile if any of you want to see (and please do because it took me ages!)

I just wrote loads then lost it! So I'll start again! Here goes

Chloe weep, rant, moan and shout all you like, that's why we are all here after all. The disappointment of ttc is awful, and so so frustrating! But you have carried a baby before, you can do it, don't loose hope. Thats what I keep telling myself anyway. I know that it's especially cruel when you come so close and it's snatched away from you though. I hope you are able to have a nice day with your ds. And come back and moan anytime!

collie you look gorgeous, the venue looks nice too. I'll try to put one on my profile in a bit but I have to do it with the laptop because it won't upload photos from my phone and I don't know how to do what the very clever cep and lily did.

Thinking of you today really x

miss that's awful! And from the dark ages! Having sn ectopic pg is hardly a choice! I can't believe that a hospital is allowed to refuse treatment like that. My mum had a mc before having me, a missed one, she had to carry a dead baby for 6 weeks because the consultant was against d&c's for religious reasons, I had no idea stuff like that still happened!

Hello everyone else, thanks for the spot stories!