Just MC and ready to try again? Pack your cake, wine and tightie whities and join us for more ranting, weeping and most of all laughing! All welcome! (Part 14)

Sorry shorty meant to say good luck tomorrow x

cep good luck with the dr, hope you don't have to wait too long, keep us posted!

:( to bfns collie and LILI.

My friend has got endometriosis Chloe and although it took 2 years she's got a little boy the same age as my dd. Would treatment delay your tcc for long, and would it then increase your chances of a pg hugely? Or not make much difference? I'm loving the fake names at the bottom idea!

I know what you mean about wanting a 2011 baby, I wanted to have my baby when dd starts part time school in sept so I'd have time with the baby and time all together in the afternoon, and so I'd be on mat leave when I have to pick her up at 11:40 (ie not enough time for a decent sleep after nights), having an edd in august was perfect, plus I want next Christmas off work!!!!

Anyway off to bed, long night not helped by a rude person.

Morning ladies. Collie I know what you mean about wanting a 2011 baby I feel the same, think its because I had planned everything around this year and doesn't feel right that it won't be.

Cep you are so strong to hold out going to the doctors. Hope everything is o.k. For you.

Well i'm at 8 weeks now and still no sign of af, got a doctors appointment tomorrow evening so will see what they say. I haven't done a test for around a week. Hate that bfn. X

collie sorry about your BFN, but like Cep says, 11dpo is still early but I know what you mean about losing all hope when when you see the BFN

cep I think it's prob a good idea for the scan, if anything to stop you worrying a little and allow you some serenity at least for a short while.

ninu great news re your symptoms (seems weird to write that we are happy someone feels like crap ) lets hope they stay for another couple of months!

Mellie Yes, I have been diagnosed with endometriosis in the past, however, it was before ds (5 years ago), I had surgery and haven't been bothered by it too much since again so I am getting worried that it's coming back with a vengeance I will look into Spatone, thanks.

LILI I will keep my fingers xd for you.

Well another heavy night here but hoping it will calm down today as at least my AF length is a little shorter on clomid, every cloud has a silver lining and all that!

Thanks for doing the stats cep although I hate being right at the bottom Can we start making names up and put them underneath mine?

oh yes and forgot to add woke up with two juicy red spots on my face! Mother nature really knows how to kick you when you're feeling down!!!

morning ladies

another BFN. So that's it no more testing!!

Feel like total crap not least because today I'm supposed to be taking DD to a playgroup where lots of pg friends are and tomorrow got got friend with newborn coming round and my pg friend! arrgghh it's going to be torture

collie that is early. If AF is due Friday could you try and be super strong and hold off til then? 9(ha says she who has been constantly testing!) Don't give up hope yet chick. I'm keeping everything crossed for you.

cep So glad you're going to docs. Had meant to post to say think you should go but been a bit self obsessed lately! Def push for the scan and let us know how you get on. FX for you too. Will be thinking of you xx

Someone asked if I was getting any symptoms (sorry can't remember who it was!) all I'm getting is period like cramps but yesterday got loads of EWCM so much so that I dashed back to the office from my lunch break as thought I'd started! Had a feel for my cervix and it was quite high.

Does anyone know what this means? Can't remember if it meant was ovulating? Or maybe I'm just convincing myself that as don't want to feel like missed out this month!

Hope everyone else is ok?

here you go, had to add 2 days so make sure you're all present and correct.

Monday's List

Shorty ttc#2 cycle 1, ucl 30 cd55
Collie TTC#1 MC#1 Cycle 1 UCL 40 CD36
LILI80 TTC #2 Cycle 1 UCL 34 CD36
BackOnceAgain TTC#3, Cycle 7 UCL28-32 CD33
oli TTC#2 M/C#1 FEB 2011 UCL 30-31 CD31
lily06 TTC#1 EP Jan 10, MC May 10, UCL 25-? CD29
Banana87, TTC#2, MC#3, UCL35-37 CD29
harassedinherpants TTC#4, MC#2, UCL 28 or 31, CD29
Hadrian TTC#1, MC#1 Dec 2010, cycle 1, UCL35-40,CD28
IfAtFirstUDontSucceed: TTC no1, MC no2, Jan 2011, UCL 28/29 cd28
IzzyWizzyletsgetbusy TTC#3 cycle 8 UCL 24-30 CD26
Loola2shu TTC#3 Cycle 6 UCL35-38,CD22
ZamMummyInGabs TTC#3 cycle 3 postMC#2 UCL26-32, CD21
Iggly TTC#2, UCL 29-31 CD 21
Youremindmeofthebabe TTC#2, Cycle 7 UCL33 CD 17
Blackkat TTC#1, MC#1 Jan 2011, UCLrandom CD15
wellieboots cycle 2, UCL 29 or 30, CD13
meliesmummy ttc#2 cycle 1 UCL28 CD11
HidingInTheUndergrowth TTC#1, cycle 5 UCL 28 CD11
MumTumWanted TTC#2, cycle 2, UCL29 CD6
laylasmummy09 ttc#2 mc#2 28/28days cycle 1 cd5
Chloe55 TTC #2, cycle 6 post MC#2 UCLrandom CD4
Skitoo TTC#1, WTF CD?

WTTC
Choccybick TTC#1 (post mc1) cycle 6 UCL 27
Mousebacon TTC#2 MC#2
MaybeBaby TTC#1 MC#1
babypops
tokyotwist TTC#2 MC#1 Feb2011 WTF
WildSheepChase TTC#2 MC#6 Jan 2011, UCL 33-36
vegasmum ttc#1 wttc ucl? cd? WTF
LadyBee TTC#2, UCL27
Brooke ttc#1? wttc ucl? WTF
Milkyway2007 ttc#? wttc ucl? WTF
jkklpu wtc ucl? WTF

MIA
BrownB TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL 24-26
Getawiggleon TTC#2, Cycle7 UCL28-32 (Lurking)

RECENT BFP's
Digitalgirl TTC#2, MC#3 Oct 2010
Emoo TTC#2, Cycle 1 (post MC1) UCL 26-30, 30/1/11
DachshundsRule TTC#1 cycle 5 UCL28 CD31 BFP 25 Jan 2011
Hairytriangle TTC#1 cycle 1 (post MC2) UCL ?28 BFP Jan 2011
Tigger15 TTC#2 cycle 22 UCL24-9 CD29 BFP 16 Jan 2011
Pinkfondantfancy TTC#1, cycle 5, UCL 28-35 CD29 BFP!!
Lemonsherbert BFP 18 Jan 2011
HongKongBaby#2, cycle 5 (post mc1), UCL 37, CD30 BFP 18 Jan 2011
MamaPower TTC#1, cycle 5 (post MC#2) UCL 25- 27 CD28
Wombat33 TTC#1 Cycle 3 (post MC) UCL 31
PrettyQuichey TTC#1, (round 7) UCL 28-30
Lovebeingadaddysgirl TTC#? WTC cycle
GetDownYouWillFall TTC#2
KnitterNotTwitter TTC#2, MC#2, cycle 6 UCL 25-30 CD28 BFP 7/2/2011
AandRmum TTC3 cycle 4 UCL29 BFP 18/2/11
Velvetcu TTC #1 Cycle 6 UCL 30-33, 18/2/11
MummyAbroad TTC #2, cycle 2 (Post AS Op)) BFP 23/02/11
Cep TTC#2 Cycle 2 UCL24-28 BFP 24/2/11
Hils74 TTC#1 MC#1 Jan 2011 BFP 28/2/11
Ochaye TTC#3 cycle 1 UCL 31 bfp 02/3/11
Ninunina TTC#1, MC#1, WTF cycle, bfp 09/03/11

RECENT GRADUATES

VivClicquot BFP 25 August
Loopymumsy BFP 29 August
CaribouMoo BFP 7 September
StarflowerGirl BFP 24 Sep
Appleblossoms BFP 9 Oct
Littlemiss72
Urbanlolly BFP 1 Nov
Inbetweener BFP 10 Nov
Owlbooty BFP
Nickstermum BFP

collie 11dpo is very early. don't forget i had a neg a 11dpo and pos at 13dpo.

i've had bit more blood this morning, not bright red but a bit redder than pink. so am caving and calling dr this morning to ask for a scan.

just realised i haven't done the stats for a little while sorry ladies.

Just popping in to say hi. Chloe your friend sounds pretty insensitive to me. Definitely makes you need a drink!
Bit fed up today as lots of people at work were baby talking- 2 soon-to-be aunties and 2 new grandmas- I know its exciting and i am really pleased for them but it just makes me think of what i'm missing. And then i saw about a thousand pregnant women on the way home! (Ok maybe just two )
And to top it all i've put three pounds on over the weekend! God knows how cos i've given up chocolate for lent-which come to think about it could be why i'm ranting!

Ha back at you collie. I might start a diet on CD1 just to maximise the misery. I was at the zoo today and when I went on the 'compare your weight to a giant tortoise' machine I found out that I have put on 4 kgs since MC. The indignity of it all!

I work in the public sector too and my organisation has to make 50% cuts in the next four years. I don't even know if we can still exist after a cut that size. Although tbh I wouldn't mind the redundancy pay out.

Ha collie your post made me lol. My DH is very sweet too and I feel like a horrible ogre in comparison sometimes. Although saying that we are lying on the sofa and he is watching some depressing programme about terrorism and won't let me watch my show about music festivals which I have been saving up all day.

chloe at your so-called friend, about your nasty period but at the milk tray!

Go nina, your symptoms sound fantastic!

Your....not you're!!! My spelling is bad enough- my phone doesn't help with predictive text.

Lili fx that you'll have some good POAS news tomorrow. Are you still feeling symptoms?

Cep hope you're not too worried. If it's still pink and only a bit when you wipe, I'm sure it's nothing to worry about.

I'm a bit undecided about when to get my dating scan. I know it needs to be soon if I want to book myself in at Kingston Hospital, but I think I'll feel so deflated if I go this week and they will see nothing.

Although, in saying that, I'm sure there is something there...I'm certainly getting the symptoms. Feeling really super tired, mega sore boobs, sick (but haven't actually puked) and also have a strong sense of smell. I didn't have such strong symptoms last time round. I think it was probably doomed to start with...looking back, it took a long time for the HPT to get stronger, whilst this time it got strong even before AF was due.

Please note, I'm not complaining....I'm enjoying the fact that I'm experiencing symptoms. It's comforting.

chloe you have every right to rant. You're friend is being insensitive and self absorbed. Life doesn't stop when your pregnant. She needs to understand that you have every right to still have fun.

Could it be that her pregnancy hormones are getting the better of her. Or perhaps it's only dawning on her that these nights out will soon be a thing of the past once baby arrives and is feeling a bit sorry for herself. Either way, she's totally out of order.

Chloe that sounds awful, have you tried spatone? I used it when I was pg, more gentle than tablets. Did you discuss your periods with your consultant? Have they ever investigated you for endometriosis? (sorry if you've mentioned that before and ive forgotten!)

Brooke that's odd, I'd do another test tomorrow to make sure. It might be that there's a tiny bit left, it doesn't necessarily mean ectopic.

Fingers crossed then LILI!

Keep strong till Monday then Cep x

Yeah, it is strange isnt it, i'll have to wait till the morning now, worried cause if my levels are still there could is hint towards eptopic?

hope everythings ok cep and you too lili xxx

Evening ladies

chloe cannot believe your 'friend' how insensitive!

melis glad you got some sort of answer at gps, although unbelieveable about the lack of notes on your m/c!

Well my AF hasn't arrived yet so that makes me a day late. Didn't test yesterday or today as didn't want disappointment of another BFN. Might do 1 more tomorrow and if it's BFN then I won't test until 23 March which would be my next test day based on the second bleed I had. What a pain in the ass this is all turning into! I actually got to the point today where I wanted AF to arrive so I knew where I was!!

Anyway I'm off to bed early tonight as I've just finished 12 hours at work and I'm absolutely knackered!

Night night to all

chloe i think you should take some if you have some, see how it goes. That does seem really heavy, might be worth speaking to gp about it, or your specialist, if you can actually get through.

brooke that is weird. agree with chloe test again tomorrow.

hope all is ok. More pink tonight again after bowel movement still hanging in till monday.

brook that's very odd about your tests - it's very rare to get a false positive however I doubt very much, I'm afraid, that even if you did happen to conceive again this month then it would be showing on a test at the moment. I would take another test tomorrow morning just to make sure that your levels are reading negative so that you don't get any false hope if you are swi.

awww &chloe* :( that made me mad reading it cant believe how unsensative she was!Id give her a call if your feeling :( and just say look you were a bit quiet was everything ok? and then see what she says...

blackat hope everything is ok with your dad!

babies hello and sorry for your loss, everyone is really lovely here and has helped me so much, so hope it helps for you.

ladies, i have got a very wierd situation...remember the other day i said i did a POAS and it was negative which was good because i thought my levels were back to normal. well this morning i did one (just for the sake of it because my ebay ones came in the post ha! ) and it was positive? i did another and it was negative? do you think it was just a dodgy test? I know i cant be pregnant because i only miscarried at the start of the month??? or could i be???

[waves] to everyone :)

xx

Oh don't get me wrong, sometimes my dh is a total arse! Ok, maybe tmi coming up but I think I might be having my heaviest af yet. I am currently sporting 2 large pads and everytime I go to the toilet I can physically feel myself passing lots of clots. None of them are bigger than a penny though which is when it's an issue I think. I have been feeling lightheaded all day but put it down to the Clomid but am now wondering whether it might be blood loss? Do you reckon iron tablets would help?