I've probably not posted this in the right topic but I feel like everything is falling apart around me! I suffered with PND quite severely after DC2 who is now 4. I feel like I'm falling down the same path. DC3 is 7months old and I'm already on medication for PND and I've managed to hold on until now.
DP and I are no longer together and he has someone new (that's a whole other story in itself) I did get on with his GF but after him telling me on many occasions he was going to leave her as he doesn't want to be with her and yet his actions are going against what he's telling me. It's really messed my head up. Don't get me wrong, I don't expect him to leave her and get back with me. But I love him a lot and I've held myself together over this new relationship until I snapped at her and told he that he'd been messing her around and showed messages to prove it. I always had a 'fake' vibe from her even though we got along but who wants to have a relationship with their DPs ex, lets me honest?
Understandably so she no longer wants to know me now and they're still kind of cracking on with things. I need to find myself again. My head is well and truly fucked and I'm on the waiting list for counselling. I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm trying to busy myself as much as I can but the hurt is just there. It won't go away. Why can't I stop loving him? I feel so angry with myself for feeling this way!! Why couldn't I keep my mouth shut! What do I do? I don't know where to go from here?
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I'm so low and I'm struggling to keep myself together
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LittleBrokenheartedMe · 20/07/2018 23:47
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