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my baby girl died.

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SupermansBigRedBottleOfSpirits Fri 15-Nov-13 16:54:48

My beautiful amazing baby dd2, Summer, died 2 weeks ago yesterday. Her heart was unable to pump blood properly. We never knew until it was too late. She was 11 weeks and 6 days old. I spent most of that day shopping, then at a Halloween party with the other dc. I missed most of my sum sums last day. Dp had to see to her himself, our poor baby not breathing, already gone, in her sleep.

I miss her. And it hurts. Ds turned 2 two days after she passed. If it wasn't for him and dd1 I'd be a screaming wreck in a padded cell. I'm sick of being strong now. I I want my sweet precious baby back.

SupermansBigRedPants Tue 15-Apr-14 13:14:32

I'm on a waiting list for counselling because stupidly I 'felt fine' and didn't want/need it in the early months but I can feel myself becoming a complete loon for want of better words. I'm sick of happy people with their babies I'm sick of seeing clothes for Summer when I'm shopping for ds, I miss having my tiny baby. I am just a walking angry mean spirited woman. I want to be normal again.

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