Long time lurker, signing up in the hope that it'll help clarify my thoughts by talking it through, so...
I'm a PhD student working in health/socsci area that closely borders trans issues (and as such will probably have to devote some of my thesis to discussing my work and its relationship to trans stuff). I am a gender critical feminist, but it feels like this is a bit of a no-no in the academic circles I'm working within.
This is making me feel:
a) that I am 'wrong'/ out of touch for not believing that 'you don't need a vagina/uterus to be a woman, and if you disagree you're TERF scum', that men in women's space is fine and I'm a bigot for not agreeing, and (my favourite so far) that being critical of the oppressive nature of gender is 'creating trans corpses'.
b) that I can't vocalise my views and reasoning in a professional context. For example, I recently attended a meeting for a professional group that I represent at postgrad level. This group is concerned with furthering research and visibility of sexuality research (sorry I can't be more specific..small world/potentially outing). All the usual trans-ideology vernacular was used this meeting, 'cis women' etc.
...basically it was made clear that this was a space where TI rules. I am fairly new to the group, and to see established academics advocating this reductive way of thinking was a really ostracising experience. Do they really believe that 'lived experience as a woman' trumps being an actual woman, or is it toeing the party line?
This week, I have been asked to collaborate on a paper with a colleague (also at postgrad level) that discusses LGBT issues and mental health. Having read the paper proposal, colleague also uses 'cis' terminology and appears to also support TI.
I feel like I have two options
a) 'come out' as critical of all this shit, break professional ties with those who are not trans-critical (before they do it for me, I imagine) and feel like an island. As a very early ECR/still doing my PhD, I feel like I this is a risky move career wise. I already feel pretty marginalised in terms of my area of research, my approach to it etc..
b) pretend I agree and basically go along with it all for the sake of my career, whilst raging inside at the insanity of it all.
Neither of these is ideal. Both A and B are terrifying for different reasons, both have huge implications for me in terms of my values and my research career. Where are the GC academics? I feel like if we were more of an open, 'me too' critical mass, it might be easier to 'come out'. Am I looking in the wrong places, or are we too afraid of the backlash to put our hands up? If academia isn't the place to discuss this, then where is!?!
I completely respect that individual university policies on this whole issue might prevent people from speaking up. As a PhD student I probably have a little bit more freedom to do so, but it still feels so risky.
TL;DR: where are all the critical of trans ideology- academics/PhDs and how do you navigate this in the current climate if it has the potential to have a real and specific impact on your research/teaching? 
TIA