yes i guess so. I know various people have tried different things and almost all have not worked.
we are talking about a few different things now too- I guess when I started thinking about this stuff i was feeling frustrated that we are underemployed when we have between us a huge and valuable skill set.
Real professional skills- studio work, editing, arranging etc. also experience of industries, touring, networks etc. etc. these things are valuable on their own.
Making work- as in the creative stuff- is a bit different. that's the stuff we went on to talk about - the staring at the wall arty bits. I guess the problem with that side of it is that I cant do anything in a few hours- I need a year of solid studio time, at least a couple of days a week, no interruptions, total immersion in the work to make anything that is any good.
I know that is a luxury so Im not complaining that no one will give me that- its just, i don't know, an impossible dream now. i do have friends that have this time here but they are all men or child free.
I do know one woman who has achieved incredible things by carving out this kind of time for herself, but i also know how hard she had to fight to get the space and how guilty and worried about it she felt sometimes.
I guess that old saying that "there is no more sombre enemy of good art than the pram in the hall" was probably onto something.