Echoes from Auschwitz: Dr. Mengele's Twins: The story of Eva and Miriam Mozes Eva Mozes Kor and Mary Wright
Prior to my trip to Poland last year, I spent a lot of time researching Auschwitz and the atrocities committed there before I saw it for myself. I came across a YouTube documentary of the most remarkable woman, Eva Mozes Kor, speaking about her experience of the Holocaust and in particular being one of the twins experimented on by the Nazis. Her story and her recounting her experiences had a profound affect on me.
I chose to read her book as I was hoping to hear more details of her time in Auschwitz; there are so many Holocaust deniers that I wanted to hear from someone who was there. Although as it turns out there is little more to be gained from the book than from the YouTube videos.
The style of writing is very much as if Eva is speaking directly to her readers; in fact I read it hearing her voice from the documentaries which I enjoyed. Eva spent much of her life speaking publically about her experiences, raising awareness and fighting for justice. There is a rehearsed feel to the way her story is written, almost as though it is the same 'presentation' she gives each time she is asked to speak.
Throughout this book I was struck by the amount of Magical Thinking Eva described. This is a normal part of childhood development between 2-7 years of age where children strongly believe that their personal thoughts have a direct effect on the rest of the world. Eva often stated that she kept her and her twin alive through sheer force of will, that she personally spoiled a particular Nazi experiment or caused them problems. I found myself wondering whether she became stuck in that stage of her development due to the horrors she lived through, and this was a psychological defence she developed as a result.
The book itself is published independently and it shows; there are printing errors and the footnote numbers and references are out of sync, but this does not detract from the reading experience. The inclusion of photos and images of the experimentation notes and records was a valuable, albeit chilling, addition.
After all she lived through, Eva does not owe anyone anything, and so for her to share her experiences is a gift. She was such an incredible force of nature and I hope she found peace before she died.