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My Body by Emily Ratajkowski
This was mentioned here and I picked it up in the deals. Read in one sitting. It is styled as an essay collection
Unlike the author, I do not and never have had the sort of body that invites suggestions I should go into modelling.
One of my sisters was what you might call uncommonly pretty and looking back I feel horrified by memories of her being objectified my adult men while still in her teens.
Still, I don't come from the same world as Emily Ratajkowski in any respect and I wondered what would resonate.
Her world seemed so absolutely suffocating. Her mother was obsessed with her beauty from a young age and it clearly became a message for Emily that her beauty defined her value.
Equally, by entering modelling her body became her commodity and again defined her value even sometimes to herself
The commercial modelling world being the seedy den that it is, Emily's "value" (in terms of people cashing in on images and basically using images of her body, sometimes with but mainly without her consent) is often defined by other people.
At the same time, her body is something she is inherently trapped in. It's hers, but due to other people's ideas of ownership doesn't always feel like hers.
Short but thought provoking
(These 99p deals are unhappily addictive)