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The Only Plane In The Sky by Garrett M. Graff
I think @FranKatzenjammer has also read this it was in the Kindle deals recently.
I have to break the review of this down into 2 halves.
As a work, it is truly impressive, the entire history of the day collated in chronological "oral history" quotes, from those who survived it. It is a thoroughly compelling vital work, that I would dare to call compulsory reading, and to be honest, I don't know why I'd never heard much about it in terms of publicity. Every one with stomach for it should read it.
Which brings me to the second half, impressive as it is, this is the single most distressing book I have ever read in my entire life. I cried repeatedly and will never ever forget how I felt reading this. This is the sort of book that could turn a faithful believer atheist, with its unrelenting horror. I had to read it in short bursts.
In particular, the story of Fr Mychal Judge, a priest working with FDNY broke me, just absolutely broke me. He was the first official casualty on the day, and it was not that which sent me sobbing, but a surviving firefighters comment :
"I think he wouldn't have had it any other way. It was as if he took the lead - all those angels right through heavens gates. That's what it seemed like to us. If any of those guys were confused on the way up, he was there to ease the transition from this life to the next"
I have cried over that one quote, about 8 times since I read it, including writing it out.
You should read this book but it will destroy you.
I will never be able to get this book out of my head.